Heartbroken

I didn’t mean to hurt you

I didn’t want to desert you

I know I didn’t deserve you

But you’re still the one that I turned to

Because nothing about us seem okay nowadays

And I still have some things I want to say

First, I want to get some things off my chest

Maybe our breakup was for the best

But I think there’s something left

And now I’m prepared to fight for the rest

Because now my nights are sleepless

This broken heart is my weakness

This pain run the deepest

And my thoughts leaves me speechless

Because I think of you and all our secrets

And how everything we promised was sacred

And I remember how our love faded

And I remember how I waited

I waited for our love to reawaken

But I became frustrated

Because things started to become complicated

And there was only thing that filled my concentration

It was the rage that held the hatred

Because I couldn’t face it

And I’m angry that my time was wasted

But there’s nothing I want to change about us

Because you’re still the one I love and trust

And I can’t leave you even though I know I must

But leaving you again is going to hurt too much

And I can’t survive another heartbreak

And I don’t care how long it will take

I want you and we’re going to fix this

Because you don’t know how much I’ve missed this

Living without you is misery

All I think about is our history

And it brings back all my feelings

The feelings I have for you and it kills me

Because the love and hate is starting mix

I know what we had can’t be fixed

I wish all these mixed emotions would be dismissed

And I’m tired of putting my heart at risk

Because I'm the one that tried

You’re the one that lied

I'm the one that cried

You’re the one that broke me inside

And I am the one that’s paralyzed