Heartache

It felt as if my heart had gotten swollen and it was ready to explode,

From feeling angry to hurt to being depressed

I learned to move on and cope with it, I couldn’t do much

This unexplainable feeling was taking a hold on me

Crying rivers and stormy nights

It was taking a hold on me, it was like having a gray cloud hovering above my head only that it had lightening

I was also feeling very confused on why things happened

He said he loved me but don’t they all, the lies that lied beneath his breath had told me different

I guess he was a good liar on pretending to care

Those summer nights outside made me think he was the one

but I was blinded by his words and actions and his pretty lies

“I have someone else” was all he said, he apologized but I didn’t care

I was so angry at him I didn’t know how to react

Not realizing how bad it had damaged me, it had a hold on me

Trying not to burst out in tears

I held it in

It felt as if my world came crashing down and everyone was my witness

It took a hold on me.