Haze

I know loneliness is a powerful weapon

and that separation is like an anxiety kick

I wish I had the answers to your pain

But being who I am

I can't expect you to understand

That I run from attachment to keep my sanity safe

That I hold my head up even though I'm partly insane

And that everything I do is hold my head off the maze

Because I still feel the haze of all my past experiences

I can't expect you to understand

That when I feel love.

It's like a disastrous panic attack

Slowly evolves from my brain

A third-degree burn that I need to heal from

I use time as a shield to impress

Telling everybody I need time to be

A bad life habit

I need time to heal

Because I still feel the haze from my past experiences