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A Letter to the Ones I Never Had

By KaoPublished 7 years ago 6 min read
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Ask me my intentions

I know you never heard of it

Baby I am different

Trust me I am sure of it.

You like my style and aesthetic

But baby I'm not the one

I told you that I'm different

Think of me as a Dark Star,

Baby we can take this far

But before I think you need to know

That sometimes I do drugs

My life is not typical.

My mind is filled with romance

Tell me do you think it's so

And if you don't believe me, well

The guys you know are typical.

But baby I am different

I just thought that you should know

The guys that you like just know

Baby they're all typical

But baby I am different

Ask me my intentions.

Thinking About You

Writing this now, thinking of you

I wonder what we could have been if I told you the truth

But I kept my mouth shut I thought it be too soon

To tell you how I feel, to tell you the truth.

You're gone now but you should still know what was real

I thought you could be the one

I thought we could have worked out

But you're gone now and I think there's no turning back around.

I thought it be too soon to tell you how I feel

Because the way I felt for you was kinda unreal

I won't say it was love because I never been

But the way I felt for you was somewhat close to it.

You can call me crazy, I often thought I been

Because sometimes I wonder if I love the thought of what we could have been,

To know that we be nothing

To know that we stop talking

I'm not mad, it's not like I didn't see this coming.

I'm writing this now thinking of you

With your pretty eyes and gorgeous face

You might have been worth the chase.

Talk to Me

I just want someone to talk to,

A girl to fill the void

We could talk about all the thing that goes on in our head

Stay up way past 10

To me you're more than a 10

I'd tell you that but don't let it go to your head.

Tell me about your scars and the stories that lies beneath them

I just wanna talk to someone, nothing more,

Let's not keep any secrets.

I guess I've been lonely for too long

And for someone to show interest in me

Now I'm thinking they're the one,

And as the time would pass I'd fall more for you

Do you fall for me?

Let's keep talking and maybe we'll see,

Most days all I would do is think about you

I'd tell you how I feel but I didn't wanna lose

The one person I had to talk to.

Maybe being lonely's taken its toll

I can remember back then talking to you on the phone

I didn't think I'll be alone

From all the things we'd talk about

Now I have no one to conversate with…

You're Not Just Anyone

I said you're not just anyone

Believe me I am sure.

I know I don't talk to you as much

But hey, just be assure,

I'm not good at expressing how I feel

But I hope that this will help you understand

That you're not just anyone…

Well let me continue what I'm saying.

I know that you'll be leaving soon

And I wish we could've hangout more

For all our absence times I wanna talk to you more, and maybe our absent times could be a little restored.

But now that you're leaving, it made me realize

That I value our friendship and hope for it to grow in time.

Writing this now, plus thinking of you

I'm not gonna lie I've always had a crush on you,

But I've kept it to myself and I didn't want you to be a lose Either way I'll take the L, it's nothing new.

When your gone, just know that I wish you the best and I know there's nothing I could do so I'm writing this instead.

If I don't say anything you'll never know

So I'm writing this to tell you that

you're not just anyone.

Miss What it Was

I said I miss you and I mean it girl, it's not a lie

I not gonna leave you alone, I don't have a reason why.

I miss what it was, miss what it use to be

Reminiscing on our days back at coco key.

We use to talk back then it was fun, things was cool

Then we stopped talking all of a sudden, out of the blue.

I can't recall, don't remember the reason why

What do you say, let's talk again, give it another try?

And if things don't work out, it's alright it'll be for the best

I just want you to know all these thoughts I have up in my head

I think about you often probably more than you know and I know my feeling for you probably doesn't show.

In a way this is more than something I just wrote

I'm writing this to let you know

That the way I feel about you is kinda unexplainable.

Please believe what I'm saying is true, I have nothing to lie about, I have nothing to lose,

If I don't let you know now who's gonna tell you the truth.

I can go on and on talking about you I don't think there's and end, when will I conclude?

I hate fact that I won't be able to say all this in person so I thought it'll be nice if wrote you your very own poem.

Your charisma, your style and character too is the reason why I fall for you.

I meant it from the start and I mean it now, that...

I miss what it was, I miss what we use to be, baby ***** tell me what you think.

Girls

A quiet distraction,

A fatal attraction,

You're not the center of my world

But you sure do revolve around it.

I know that with you

There could be good times

There can be bad times

Oh, how endlessly I could think about

The past times.

I want you to know that I like you, don't go.

Even though my feelings for you may not show,

Because I have a bad habit of

Contradicting the way I feel with what I show.

Please believe me, I don't gotta lie

For when I say “you've played a role in my life.”

You are my anger,

You are my sadness,

You are my hope,

You are my happiness,

You've brought me ecstasy,

You fucked me up,

You're not the center of my world but

You sure do revolve around it

Girls.

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