chemicals and hormones
are off in my head
they whisper and cry
“you’re better off dead.”
but no, I’m not special,
I’m not one of few cases
I’m just another
of millions of faces
and why doesn’t anyone change anything?
drugging up kids won’t fix a damn thing
has anyone asked
why we’re all so depressed?
not cause we’re fragile
we’re back-breakingly stressed.
and then grownups say
“you’re too young to be worried!”
but then the tears come,
and it starts to get blurry.
If these are going to be
the best years of my life
Why am I worried about
being a wife?
about going to college,
and paying tuition,
I’m so screwed,
no amount of wishing
can change the fact that
society’s broken
why can’t we pay bills
with chuck E cheese tokens?
instead we are told that until we die
that money’s important!
keep your eye
on careers and family,
never pursue
any interest
that might not include
math or science
or medicine or law
because god forbid
I do anything at all
to make myself happy
but that’s not what’s important
because only practicality
makes it all worth it!
and on top of all that,
don’t get me started
on social injustice,
and our dearly departed.
we live in a world
where we don’t share basic rights,
and peaceful protests
are taken as fights.
we’re inheriting the earth
from racist old hags
you ruined the economy,
go pack your own bags
and take your hatred
and bigotry with you.
and that’s definitely not
our most pressing issue,
because we’re cooking our planet
and we’re all gonna die,
and the only one who cares
is bill sanford nye.
but what does it matter?
I’m only sixteen,
all I’ve ever known
is all I've ever seen.
About the Creator
Anya B
livin large, lovin dogs
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