From Hateful to Blissful

You’re destroying me

Slowly depleting my energy

I’m trying really hard to stay sane

Trying really hard to break this toxic chain

But for some reason you make that impossible

You make me feel so irresponsible

You make me feel so miserable

I swear it’s like you want me to struggle

You want me to stumble

I’m trying not to get verbal

We keep going in circles

All this bad energy I feel internal

Working double trying to please you

Sometimes I search for clues

Blaming past experiences for what you been through

To possibly try to understand

Why you always reprimand

I wish it was simple

And you didn’t make me feel so sinful

Tired of trying to figure out the puzzle

I’m tired of feeling awful, it’s painful

I just want us to be blissful