Friendship

And my insecurities come creeping back.

And I wonder where you are but too scared to ask.

And to scared to pass

Judgement

And render a verdict

Cause what if it surpasses

What I thought

I know it'd be my fault

All caution called off

And all reason put on pause.

But I don't know what else to think

My voice move toward you but yours don't move towards me.

And I've been waiting by this box To receive

But I don't think there's anything coming.

And even if there was what would it say?

Would you be gone tomorrow but need me today

Friendship and abuse, it's all the same,

Just one uses you for pleasure, and one uses you for your pain.

Which one are you? To hard to say.

But I'm still sitting here waiting for the call

And I can only drink so much for the feelings to dissolve.

And If it doesn't I have nothing harder

To many hits to just keep carrying on.