Frenzied Curls, Broken Hearts
Soothe your curls. Tend to your heart.
after the storm has subsided,
the chaos had finally ceased,
I came home to myself
I lay me down
flatten out my frenzied curls
I wipe my tears
I hold myself
I warm my toes
I soothe my cries
I steady my breath.
I remind myself of my worth
I repeat these words
& drift into the first stage of healing
I am enough
I am enough
I am enough
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I found the remedy
was in forgetting
I found peace in the
vacant spaces of my memory
the world told me
to remember,
to recall,
to recite,
every detail of a night I told them I wanted
to reverse
to refrain
from reliving
it all.
all I desired was
to return
to the comfort & quality of my soul
that had been tattered & shattered
because of a man with loose words.
he dangled sugar-coated compliments
cut-throat, empty promises
his words like a loaded gun.
I stood strong in front of him
braced myself for
the expected danger of being in his presence
of breathing in his air.
I became stuck in a violent cycle
of self-deprivation
of self-depletion
of bearing the crushing weight of his existence
of dealing with the starvation of his attention
I could no longer stand in front of him
I could not even stand in front of my own reflection
so I came home to myself
to ease the pain
to heal my wounds
to slowly dissolve
any last memory of you.
About the Creator
Ciera Cypert
Falling more in love with words every day. Reader, writer & professional feeler of feelings.
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