Fractured Reality

If you can't do what i do for you, then i know this love isn't true, there's parts of me that i need to peruse and there's other parts of me that i need to lose, because clearly you and i don't share the same views, nor the same touch, and this pain i'm feeling is getting to be a bit much, for i am no longer you're true love or crush, i'm the cold winter breeze nobody wants, i'm the ghost that is left here just to haunt, i know now that there is nothing you want from me, not my smile in the morning, nor my kisses at night, someone else in the shadows between night and day has shown you the light, I am no longer able to see the things that made us whole, i am no longer able to grasp our freedom, afraid of what we were to become, hotter than the delicate sun, you gave up, and told me that i was never the one, i was merely just extra ammunition, another bullet in your gun, just a doll to play with, to have fun, for your life lacked excitement, it was dull, boredom seeped deep down into your skull, and you filled it with the fake love, the deleterious adoration, the injurious veneration, the fallacious salvation, instead, you led me on a path of darkness and hate, where i could not control my emotions or my fate, fractured, shattered, i broke into a million pieces, bleeding from the cuts you so gladly gave me, blood dripping into my eyes, i could not see, pain pouring out of my soul, i sank deeper and deeper into the profound hole, where souls never die, where all you hear are spurious lies, where all you can remember, is when she kissed your cheek softly, rubbed a tear away from your eye and said goodbye.