Forever

Looking around

All I see

A million judging faces

Staring at me

Can’t speak

Can’t think

Can’t feel anything

All I know is I’m so afraid

Of any and everything

Embarrassed

Ashamed

Why am I even here?

I’m awful

I’m terrible

They all hate me now

They don’t say it aloud

But I can tell

My mind tells me so

Ugly

Fat

Don’t let them see

Hide your puffy eyes

Hide from reality

Sit in the corner

All by yourself

Pretend the day’s over

You can’t cry out for help

You’re destined to be

Alone

forever

Crying

forever

Sad

forever