For the First Person I Ever Got to Be

i hope you understand now that some things are not in your control and that people will constantly leave but that there's still more to live through for the first person i ever got to be, you didn't have a love you could call your own you taught yourself to enjoy things for as long as they last.

for the first person i ever got to be, you weren't wrong for feeling the way you were feeling, pain is just an emotion demanded to be felt as a way to know you're alive.

for the first person i ever got to be, thank you for making me believe now that better things come and that things especially do get better, thank you for going through the things you went through and making the best out of it

for the person i am now you may not be the best of person people want you to be but satisfy yourself instead of them, you may still be going through hard moments but remember better things will always wait for you.

- 6:23pm