First Thoughts of Love

What do you think of when you first fall in love?

I think of a future, a life

I feel like falling in love is a mental illness, it distorts a persons perception of reality

I was in love and didn’t even realize how nasty of a person they were

I was heart broken by him and myself for letting a man like that into my life, my mind, my body, my soul..

At the same time they might not be bad people though, they just might be terrible people to you, which doesn’t seem better, but it is

If you fell in love with an all around terrible person, you’d think, “What’s wrong with me?”, but if the man who was once your knight in shining amor actually treated you well it’s not your fault

BUT You’re stupid for falling in love with evil

and that’s why I beat myself up

I am an example of someone who fell in love with evil.