It happened so fast
When you said we wouldn't last
It was a blindside
I was swept out with the tide
You promised me this wouldn't be how we would end
Did you even mean it then?
I asked you why
And hated that you saw me cry
You gave me no chance
To mend the fence
Said you'd made up your mind
And tried to be kind
You gave me nonsense reasons
To conceal your feelings changing like seasons
I still had hope
I felt tethered to you, like a rope
But you said you were done
I knew your feelings were gone
I heard the whispers, I heard the talk
I saw the way you looked at her, watched her walk
Across the room next to you
I guess now that's her spot too
How easy was I to replace?
Just so easily she took my space
All in the same day
It was only two months, they say
I recalled the last text
That you hadn't read yet
It'd be the first thing you see
After you left me
I ask if you ever loved me
You say you had, really
But not anymore
That hurt even more.
I couldn't smile
I cried every day while meanwhile
Your arm was around her tight
And I couldn't stop talking about that night
You promised me every day
You wouldn't do it this time, you wouldn't play
You said I wasn't like them, wasn't the same
Said you fell for me the first time you heard my name
And now I feel so dumb
To know I was just under your thumb
And what a lie you drove
When you said I made you know love
How happy you were that we could be
And you didn't believe before me
I always said I wouldn't care more
but I broke when you closed the door
Distracted when you made my head spin
I forgot that if you care least, you win
It turns out you didn't like my flaws
All my imperfections you saw
I thought you were perfect
Got butterflies in my stomach every time we met
It's a month now
I still can't get over the way you sound
She has you so enchanted
But you were all I ever wanted
They say if you love something let it go
But when you left I wanted nothing more than to follow
I can't stand to look at you together
All it does is make me remember
How that used to be me
Everyone thinks I'm so stupid to be
Still upset, and not over it
But I just don't know how to forget
I don't know how to let go
I don't know how to know
To be fine
I can't get you out of my mind
Without you I don't know how to be
Because you were the best thing that ever happened to me
I'm waiting for the pain to end
Because I don't know how to be okay again
I still remember our walk
How you said you needed to talk
How I already knew what you would tell
How I knew you so damn well
How the look on your face I read
How afterwards, you kissed my forehead.
How you walked away
I wasn't good enough to make you stay
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