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Finish Your Games

I’m Trying

By Ecarg NosivePublished 6 years ago 1 min read
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I’m always wanting to kiss the wrong people

People who never want to look in to me deeper

Don’t care to see what I can bring the world

Don’t care who I am for the night as long as they can call me their girl

Something about them captivates me

I’d say it’s the chase but I hate racing

Everyone wants you and that’s what amazes me

How do you just go along playing every heart

Like they’re just a part of a deck of cards?

Do you actually like any of your culprits?

Do you feel things at all or do you just not notice

Just how much we’d do for you, fuck, we’re already devoted

Say we’re done with you but that’s just for the moment

As soon as you cast your net

We drop any healthy content

A girl who would actually love me back?

Fuck that I’d rather get caught in your trap

You’re back on the track

I’m trying to run fast

Catch up to lure you with things like our past

But let’s be honest

You’re not in to that

You probably have a past with everyone who’s ever wanted you to last more than one night

You pick and you choose between all these people who give up a good fight

While you sit back and relax like everything’s alright

I’m starting to think you’re evil manipulating all these minds

Play your cards so deceitful

I can tell through what you do with mine

But for some reason

I come crawling back every time

You always out run me but I always try

Why?

I’ll never catch you

We don’t even run in the same lines

You don’t want me to?

Then stop giving me those vibes

I’m tired of chasing someone who

Will never be mine

Tell me to stop

And I’ll be just fine

I’m not one to give up hope until there’s a flag checkered black and white

I’m not one to say no until you tell me to go back to solitary and wine

Leave me alone

So I can leave you alone

I’ll never win your games as long as you’re the coach

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About the Creator

Ecarg Nosive

I'm a 27 year old writer from Ohio trying to make my passion, my career. Besides writing I enjoy animals, nature, and concerts.

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