Fingers Freezing to My Keys on Evergreen
The Girl-Bird
I like to spend nights like these thinking of myself as a bird
I am a girl who is a bird who is a girl who is & so on & so on & such
Flitting from every party, the girl-bird thinks not what she has done wrong
Nor where she’d rather be
She flies in the direction the wind pulls
Or, suppose I’m not much of a girl-bird
Maybe not much of a bird at all
Birds tend to fly free
They leave when they want
& right now I am more of a girl who is following the crowd
I go where my friend’s point
Thinking not of where I’d like to be nor who these boys are
Not slipping into the backdrop & wondering how many hours left until I am back in my bed & my shower & my cozy, little life
Not a girl-bird
Not very free
Maybe I am more of the bark in the bird’s tree
The splinters in the hands below
The shyest girl in class
& the only sentence my girl-bird voice could muster this entire afternoon–turned evening–turned day was a simple:
No no, not me.
I’m the wrong Alex.
I think you wanted him.
See, not really a girl-bird
Not a girl with direction
Not a girl with flight
About the Creator
Alex McKelley
word-girl
brooklyn, ny
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