Fear

I fear my time is running out

I just need to step back, take a time out

Is it really fear I'm feeling or is it something else

Maybe relief, but I never got to know myself

My only regret is not knowing me

My only regret is not just letting things be

If I knew how to let things go

If I knew how to not let things show

I just want to feel whole and grow

I fear that's a feeling I'll never know