Fade-In Away

The presence within,

Keeps a silent whisper of wisdom hidden in my soul,

Although it whispers the shattering of the night keep it heavily armed with nails and board,

Night time whispering in the wind on a summer night breaking through the sunset,

Keeping afloat in my own mind of drowning dreams of horrific emotions keep me awake,

Anxiety approaches me in an untimely manner keeping my brain from getting enough sleep,

Monsters within the nail and board sucking the whispering wind through the wall I’ve built inside of me,

Inside my head the monsters make their way through and corrupt the good things with bad memories,

Corruption of my brain isn’t always my fault the things people say and do impact the light in my soul,

The sunset lights the guilted flame keeping my heavyweight heart and mind awake,

They want me on medication but they always hurt my body but the dreams hurt my soul,

The rutted imaginary pool of thoughts keep flowing through my mind,

The storm will pass but unlike me the fireflies keep the fire in my heart lit as the summer begins so soon,

The blankness in my heart and mind tells a whole new story every day,

Looking back through everything I’ve done and learned from keep my shadow filled eyes from seeing the perspective of the moon and stars,

My life is a serious story from start till it finishes no stone will be left alone and no more of the worry and hate will have to fade,

Because it’s already faded away.