I wonder when this life will feel like more than a temporary place ,
When my soul will finally give way become one with the cosmos of space ,
I ponder the way the sun rises and sets each day ,
I think it's noble how no matter the changes the sky will always stay ,
And I wish to live that way ,
I try hard to not think about the enviable ,
To be a finite person in an infinite universe feels like beautiful curse ,
The world around you will live long on after you're gone,
Which means it doesn't matter what you've done wrong ,
because someday there's gonna be no one to remember it anyway ,
My minds a supernova ,
My heart's a Galaxy ,
Empathy as gravity ,
My feelings are landmines ,
Exploding into panic and worry ,
Attempting to consume me ,
I'm lost in the vacuum of my own space ,
I try to chase down ambition ,
Try to track down happiness like it was my mission,
Sometimes I gotta cut myself just to know I can still bleed ,
I've got caged up demons in my head I gotta feed ,
My mouth is a lion roaring its last dying meow out ,
It is a body that can no longer shout ,
I float into my inevitability ,
Drowning in my thoughts lost in a black infinity,
Comments
There are no comments for this story
Be the first to respond and start the conversation.