Emotions

Never knew I had them deep within me

Okay, I knew I had them but I never trusted them

I saw them as my weakness

Something I shelveed away,

Never to be seen again

But that's the thing, isn't it?

She came into my world and suddenly, it, changed

I don't really understand anymore the rule of my own game

She just made me so vunerable, so, vunerable

Every kiss we share, it was more than just physical

It was like she took a part of my pain

A part of my insecurities

A part of me which was so secluded from love

A part of the let downs from all sorts of emotional curves

Every time I look at her,

I realize that I am falling deeper with her in love

I realise that I am just, lost, in those moments

Worst part, we are falling , without wings

Setbacks and let downs, I grew a tortoise shell

And ever since , nothing really suprises me

Call me non-challant but it made me safe

Without expecting much from no one

And now she came and I have to learn how to act when suprised

With a grin?

Oh wait a smile?

Or is it even a laugh?

Hold up, maybe it is with a widened mouth

Okay, yeah, I just can't even act suprised cause I hate suprises

But honey , you , you are beginning to loosen me up

With every time we spend, kissing, touching, feeling

Caressing, holding, cuddling, arguing,

Laughing, dancing, singing, joking around,

Studying, future planning, praying, beach-walking

Eating, movie-watching, going on dates...

I feel I am opening up to a world I am not ready for

And now I just realize that I am being loosened

Things are beginning to suprise me

All because of you

Is it a good thing?

Is it a bad thing?

Not sure, but this thing we got going is something I am willing to fight for

Not because you complete me

Not because you are with me

But because you are YOU

A vessel opener for Emotions.