Emotions

When I start to let myself think without restraint

I begin to see more clearly that the parts of my

personality that I disliked to the point that I would

hide them not only from you but also from those I

cared for because I believed those were the worse

parts of me. The ones that wanted to throw fits and

tantrums when frustraited or that would curl into a

ball and cry due to the overwhelming stress, anger, or

loneliness but it became too much to hold inside.

So when I first sat in front of you and cried you held me

so close and gently that I cried harder but this was no longer

sadness but pure joy at knowing just how much you care for me

so now I can smile and laugh without fear of judgement from

you. Thank you for loving me the way you do, giving me your support,

and saying yes.