I can't stop thinking
I try to ignore my thoughts
But they take over my life
And I can't find the time
To stop and breathe
Every part of me
Seems to be sinking
Drowning
I feel like I'm falling
In love
With the darkness
Its becoming a part
Of me
I can’t see
Beyond
I can't see
The light
I just wish I could fight
For my hope
For my life
For more than these lies
I'm believing
For more than this pain
I'm relieving
With darkness
I want to feel a part of it
A part of the world
And not be so disconnected
But I can’t accept it
I can't ever be a part of it
I'm blocked out by my mind
Blocked in my own mind
I'm terrified
But I can't escape it
And I'm trapped
I'm screaming for help
But no one can hear me
I can't hear myself
And now I'm drowning again
And I can't find my way out
About the Creator
Catherine
I am a 20-year-old college student who deals with depression and anxiety and uses writing and poetry to understand it better. This is my raw feelings put into words, and this is me.
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