Drowning

Have you ever looked in the mirror and saw yourself disappearing

That moment when everything you believed in and wanted in life changes to the thought of dying.

Thinking why should life be given when death is just around the corner.

It's like living by the ocean waiting to get washed out by a hurricane.

Or going downtown Detroit in a nice outfit with your friends, and they let you go on your own and leave you when you get raped and thrown on the side of the road.

So then is life is worth living then What is life.

What's the purpose of living

When all you see is the pain in every face.

Knowing they are hurting deep inside trying to reach out

HELP.

I'M DROWNING.

Deeper and deeper we all fall

And all the memories all the pain all the feelings

Forgetting to swim.

Forgetting who you actually are inside

Forgetting what purpose there actually is to life.

Forgetting who you saw in the mirror to the point where you're gone.

Lifeless on the bathroom floor

Wrist cut up

Pills on the floor

Blood covering the ground.

If life is worth living find it before you can't anymore.