Don’t Hurt Me, I Love You

I loved you, since the day I saw you... it was like an instant connection , my soul mate right then and there I knew we were going to be inseparable.

This was true.. except... like everything- it seemed to fade away, and there it was.... you hurt me , except you didn’t mean to hurt me...., you are young you are naive and maybe later in life you will understand the pain that you have put me through. My heart you have broken, shattered into a million pieces.. you promised me millions of things which none had ever came true, I feel like you have used me, you are evil, you are two faced, you are manipulative, you are a back stabbing liar.... a nightmare in real life which I could not awaken from, draining.... you drained every inch of me , my happiness..., you have made me tired , you have made my will feel like I had none at all..

you said you would protect me , just for you to attack me.. just for you to beat me.. you said you were always going to be there for me.. yet you were always so controlling , you heard what I was saying but you disregarded what I was actually saying , turned it back around and aimed the gun at me , and all I ever did was talk to you , you didn’t love me , you liked how I loved you so much that you didn’t have to love me back...

the person I have loved the most turned out to be the worst thing to enter my life , you have messed me up, mentally, emotionally and physically... if I were a guy I would beat the fuck out of you.

But I am not and I do not have enough power to fight you, so I left you. Because everything you had said was a damn lie...