Devils and Discourses
A Daily Wrestling Match with the Infernal Internal
I pick up the pencil and drink from six different bottles
a car plays a distant tune that I do not recognize
I am now smoking seven cigarettes a day
I would not have called myself a smoker a week ago
but times have changed and so have I.
Taking a step back
I realize what is wrong and what I hope is right
but
hope is as fragile as the sea glass of yesterday
and I am recklessly wielding a hammer
wrapped in barbed wire
swinging at bent nails
in the dark.
The burden of change looms over prerequisite eons
which doesn't get heavier
or lighter
meanwhile a devil sits on my shoulder
the angel skipped town
with a whisper as soft as a lovers request
the demon speaks;
"you can't hold out for long"
and I rebuttal;
"I don't want to."
About the Creator
Steven Krous
I'm a small town (small state) writer, born and raised in Rhode Island. My goal is to share and gain wisdom through writing, ultimately teaching and being taught by the lost, broken and/or discouraged souls of the world, one word at a time.
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