Destructive

I realize that one of these days I’ll crumble

Fall to my knees, break down and mumble.

There is a level of pain I can take

and once I hit it, I’ll start to quake

I put myself in the line of fire,

I seek it out, it’s my desire

I want to change

But their labels cage

Just when I get better and I rise

They beat me to my knees with both truth and lies

I don’t need reminders I know what I’ve done

But soon what they call me is what I’ll become

One of these days I'll crumble

I’ll self destruct, lay down and mumble:

“Now your wish has come true

I’m out of your life, now you can be you.”