That feeling that you get
when your lungs run out of air
That sense of loneliness and sadness,
like no one seems to care
and you're floating through your life
with just a blank stare.
That numbness that you get
when you start to think too much
and you feel like people judge you,
they think you use this as a crutch
But they don't know how real it is
when the blade slides across your skin
and you think of all those lonely times
you just could not fit in.
It seeps up into your brain
like a big, foggy, dark cloud
and you want it to go away
and you start to scream out loud
But its all just in your head,
in your mind,
in your brain
and this energy takes over you
and you start to feel insane
When the day starts out as sunny
but then it slowly starts to rain
The rain falls harder,
and harder,
and harder yet
Its like the sky is crying and it's trying to get you wet
Every bad day,
bad feeling,
it makes a lasting impression
and the times that you just stop to care
and keep a blank expression,
and all those feelings that you have
just turn into repression
you will never find an answer
to this everlasting question
You just have to carry on with life,
This is called depression.
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