Darkness Will Never Outshine the Stars
Clutches of Depression and Dealing with Childhood Trauma
Never present; always calculating
every stimulus is a chance to disappear
The merit of every word questioned
never a time to rest
sunrise and sunset
passes by unannounced
thoughts, a chain, a cage
will the defenses ever fall?
a touch unnoticed, a kiss unfelt
such a shame
it is nothing personal
cycles continue and the years press on
bodies change, and promises fade
Nothing was learned
nothing was gained
darkness given
when it was never requested
tragedies restrict, at such a young age
attacked for the light inside
missing identity, a star child in hiding
selfish, selfish, darkness
moving in for the early kill
screams rush out
dissipate just as quick
creating a barrier to keep it all out
set up to block love, block god
to keep the devil at bay
the weight increased as the digits on the pedometer rose
eyes held no light, hatred, took its place
the defenses made to protect
had the opposite effect
in keeping it all away
nothing could get in
nothing could get out
the darkness planted by the devil himself
trapped inside until it was all that was felt
a black angel cast down before his time
a child of god broken
through all the death clinging tight
love still surged, looking for its light
it was found, an unlikely place
the heart of another who has suffered the same fate
a hand outstretched, deep in the chest
warming a heart once thought to forget
star children reunited, ready to shine once more
About the Creator
Curtis Woodcock
Adhd diagnosed individual squandering all of his potential due to low dopamine and the never-ending chase for it. Working on understanding my own bullshit.
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