Dark Love, Bright Ending

I can't make up my mind,

But I can destroy it,

Create,

Devastate.

I can't say what is on my heart,

But you can crush it,

Deteriorate,

Cremate.

I got tired of not being good enough,

I got tired.

I kept fighting fire with fire,

I kept fighting.

I kept pushing through,

I got pulled through.

I loved you,

When I should have loved myself.

I miss you,

But I miss my mind more.

I got sick of crying,

I got sick.

I felt like I was dying,

I felt like dying.

I still stayed,

I stayed still.

I'm moving on,

When I should have moved on.

I miss you,

But I miss me more.