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With all that's going on lately
I can't even stand on my own two feet
I remember time of blissful messes
Times of unforgettable dresses
Remembered times like these
Were times only I could see
True love could well be the death of me
But only I could see
The sweet dreams in your eyes
Followed by your humble gestures
And childish laughter
This feeling isn't in my nature
So as long as I'm alive, Imma
Make sure you're happy with every laugh
Make sure your smile is here to last
Make sure you're getting over your past
Make sure you're happy with every day you have, I'm sorry if I can't give
everything that you ask,
but bringing you happiness
has always been my number one task
I pull over
Not hungover
But I'm shaking
Almost breaking
I've been aching
This Feeling in me
I find flakey
Oh you broke me
Don't provoke me
Imma sittin' duck
Runnin' out of hope
So I guess we weren't everything we asked
Maybe we were doing things our ways forgetting who had asked
But I'm wondering on who should ask
What is my number one task?
To keep you happy till the day I die
Even though I'm not there
I will be there, answering everything you ask,
give an honest answer,
some advice, or a little bit of helpful criticism
To make sure that you're happy with everything that you have
To make sure you're the best I ever had
To make sure you're happy,
even though I'm not there,
to pull you in,
to give you hope,
and help you cope,
my only hope,
you're not alone,
pick up your phone
Cause I'll be there
To Make sure I'm there for you
All you gotta do is let me in
Temporary
I identify as an abstract of life
Forming only to be alive
To formulate a plan
A plan I was never given
Never given a chance
A chance to a better self
Cause when life got me on my knees
crying and balling
And I'm dreaming of falling
To my very death
I look above and see the clouds
Watch them disappear
And welcome stars
In the night sky
I realize all of this shit
Is just Temporary
Yeah all this shit is just Temporary
Cause when life's got me down
And I know no ones around
I call that shit temporary
Fuck it, I know it's temporary
Relieving my lifes lies
Open up my eyes
And peel away my pride
I was sanctified as a little boy
Now I'm looking up at god
Like where the fuck you at?
I'm sitting here pleeding for my life to be a better one
But I'm sitting here bleeding hoping it'll be a better one
I visualized my life in a mirror
Looked at myself, and it made it clearer
That this broken glass
As I punch a hole into my own reflection
I value my own complexion
At this point in time
I realize all of this shit
Is just Temporary
Yeah all this shit is just Temporary
Cause when life's got me down
And I know no ones around
I call that shit temporary
Fuck it, I know it's temporary
Control Serum
I feel the rhythm,
but I never feel the drums play,
I feel the Love,
but I never know what to say,
I love you,
but I don't know how to say it right,
I hate him, but I can't do anything right, I'm just not Human,
I'm a little bit of sadness and I'm Sorry,
I just don't know what to Do,
I really wanna be with you,
but I'm sorry I can't help but to think about you, and it's curving my perception, and I don't question it,
but I love you
and I wouldn't want it any other way.
Controlling, Controlling, Controlling
Girl, you hit me like a control serum
Got me feeling this type of way
I wanna walk away
But everytime I see your face
I know you are not to replace
Fuck, got me under a control serum
Controlling over me, I'm a proper guy
But you made me into a sharper guy
A nicer guy, one to always call you at Night
And say your favorite goodnight
Dwelling over You, I'm sweeping under you
Knock you off your feet
Pop us into a another Disney scene
With camera lights,
I can't see what I've seen
Been under something,
I can't control me
To much make up, I had a make over
To the next stop, till I pull off the drop
Watching you without your top
Ooh
I guess I'm losing control
I'm losing my mind
and that's when I told them
She controllin' me, controlling, control
Man, she got hold on me
I made up my mind
As far as my eyes can see
I wasn't to be found
Just know I was under some type of
Control Serum
Losing focus, hocus pocus,
poof
I'm gone
Future
Common courtesy
Yet I ain't given any, oh I see
I'm not the one you want
I give you my all
And you don't even see it
I'd risk it all for you
And you don't even see it
I am who I am, cause who I am
Ain't the same when I'm not with you my dear, but fuck it
Common courtesy
Would be the death of me, oh I see
A perfect picture
Hoping my picture perfect is with you my dear,
paint it all with my tears
I paint it all in my fears
I pack a lot of my pride
Cause all I do is just hide
I know I'm empty inside
And I rather just die
I Don't look so good when I cry
These feelings are mine
I know it's all in my mind
But I'm still coping, it's fine
I feel it coming, and I'm fucked up
It's wild, I love you, but I hate you at the same time, but fuck it
Common courtesy
Is only for the strong I see
I'm filthier than the sequel
Of a real deal prequel
Focusing on my future
But all I'm feeling is torture
Coming in like a vulture
That'll pry my life away
I live today
But I'm not happy where I am
I don't even wanna stay
I've done prayed
So my life would get better
But all it did was give my life a whole lotta shit to put up with
And even though I say it now
I hate you, but I love you at the same time
It's like my life playing tricks on me
Jumping and hopping
Get these fucking ticks off of me
But the only common courtesy I see
Is that the future's got a lot to hold
And I've got a lot to unfold
But it's cold
And I'm tired of being alone
Silent Nights
Now if you told me moments like these would be my loving ones
I'd look at you, and wonder where you're coming from
Because moments like these
Are the ones that keep me up at night
Cause what if lonely nights
Were Only Silent Nights
To accompany you at Night
Now I'm not one to keep you under
No I'm not one to keep you under
Dreaming out the window
Pouring rain and thunder
I can see the clouds and my Silent Night
creeping under, now understand this
I am not one to fill your wonder
Open your eyes and make us see eachother
Yeah, I'm just Hoping you ain't come to seek another
No I've been too distant from my past
But never ever far away enough
Yeah, I was still wishing upon night skies
then I guess they were filled with lies
No I've been waiting on you
When there's nothing left to do
I'm just hoping that you'll come through
Now if you told me moments like these would be my loving ones
I'd look at you, and wonder where you're coming from
Because moments like these
Are the ones that keep me up at night
Cause what if lonely nights
Were Only Just Silent Nights
To accompany you at Night
About the Creator
Phoenix Jr.
I am a bundle of emotions captivated into one hand of someone who lives their life wondering if they should agree with their head or follow their heart.
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