Confusion

Confusion about this, confusion about that

I don't know what i want anymore.

i used to see clearly the things that i love

And now i feel nothing of the sort.

I used to feel loved, i used to feel safe

and now i feel nothing at all.

Feeling this way, feeling that way

aren't feelings the way that we live?

perhaps if we didn’t feel the way that we feel

we’d have so much more we could give.

I used to feel guilt, i used to feel shame

and now i feel nothing at all.

why not silence these feelings of ours

and keep them where they can't touch us

But the only way would be to kill ourselves,

and that would cause too much of a ruckus.

I used to feel present, i used to feel life

and now i feel nothing at all.