Coal Coil

COAL COIL

Can not believe that another arch enemy arised

Should’ve listened on time when I was advised

Now the maelstrom moves directly on to me

The pulse accelerates intensely, expecting tragedy

Punster plus outraged it's one hell of a combination

Adding a malign touch for a perfect deviation

Abandoning the cave that seemed so abysmal

Amazed by the ability to throw away that forsaken shell

I hate that judging looks that make me feel like a queer

Completely unintentionally I walk hand by hand with the sense of fear

Everywhere I go it appears to have some controversy

Over and over again like I’m being followed by fucked up regency

Abduction of my mind often knows to happen when I’m under stress

Then I’m on a loose, just enjoying when I make a real mess

A problem appears cause I cannot stop myself at times

Along with the ones I hate I hurt the ones that I care for, psycho crimes

One more gash, nothing new, I have them plenty inside

Even my grief is melancholic and awaiting to be denied

Inexorable to the anxiety that circles me like I’m its prey

But I do not retract the defensive claws, waiting for а disarray

Equanimity and veraciousness are my best companions for sure

Always with me so that I would never wander where they were

I hope that the time of my snapping is nearing so that the real me meets you

I know that I’ll burn in hell but believe me you’re going there too

Numb and fragile, burned by your own flames and screwed too

You’ll just dispose into black ashes from the coal coil you’ve turned into

Coal Coil

This is one of my songs I've written over the years. It is full of emotions, mixed emotions, and as all of my songs written directly from my heart in the heat of the moment!