Clouded Emotions

Clouded Emotions.

Daydreaming about you and I can’t help to feel how I feel inside.

I'm scared to fall for this guy.

Everyone talks the talk but not a lot can back up that talk.

You’ve been so kind yet I feel like there’s something you hide.

Might it be the look into your eyes I can tell you’re hurt inside?

Or the fact that your smile hides so much pain from the past?

Perhaps the fact that I don’t feel like your saying the whole truth but I just keep hoping you're being you.

Feeling you, connecting with you and being so open had to remind myself a couple of moments; Show few emotion don’t let your heart get broken, take it day by day but one night everything just changed.

The way I saw you wasn’t the same a little piece of me just wanted to walk away and say “ well aren’t they all the same."

Yet I gave you benefit of the doubt and I want to see the bigger picture and small details that have no meaning don’t mean as much as some of us females would like to make it seem. Letting go but fearing that

history’s repeating scared to open up but feeling like it’s needed.

I want you but feel like I’m not the piece to your completion . Just tell me if this is real or if it doesn’t mean anything to you so I can be at ease and move on with my life in peace.