Not a forcefield
but imaginary walls
built from dread
Fearful eyes
packed in the dirt
with the dead
Strung up by your toes
tasting the dust
from the rafters
All the blood
rushing to my head
Feet searching for traction
Taking necessary action
to dissolve the endless
hateful infractions
I sit alone at night
saddened by my mind’s abstraction
Wasting in abreaction
Lying silent, waiting
Deliberating chain reactions
I can’t describe
how you broke me
You took years of
debating my self worth
creating who I am
finally finding
that someone
I searched for
and dumbed it down
to a dependence
on anything I can snort
suck or fuck
You don’t deserve the happiness
you bleed dry from those around you
I hope you cherish loneliness
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