Cigarettes
Those things can kill you, you know?
I never liked the taste of
cigarettes.
The bitter and disgusting bite
that follows the burn of
the tobacco never appealed
to me.
I always thought there
were better ways to
Deal with pain than
slowly burning yourself to death.
Then I realized how much
the burn makes you forget
for a while why you’re hurting.
The bitter taste becomes
all you know and you forget
what anything else tastes like.
When you’re anxious, bored,
or angry it becomes
your escape.
That’s how it gets you.
You think you can escape it
but it wraps its slimy
hands around your throat
and holds you down
until you give again
and again.
You try to fight but you
can’t anymore and
you know you’ve lost the fight already.
You lost the battle before it began.
The pain becomes too much
and then you can never not have
one on you.
It becomes you.
I didn’t know cigarettes would
make it me feel like this.
I guess I’d rather look into
a cloud of dirty smoke to find
answers than anywhere else.
About the Creator
Becca Mahar
Poetry is my passion. I tend to spill my heart out in my writing, so if you enjoy compelling emotional poems, my page is for you. I'm a neverending abyss of emotions.
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