Bully Mia

Unwanted thoughts, can I rid them? My mind is playing tricks on me again. Mia loves my company but she’s far from being a friend.

She’s filling me with disgust and forces it to be removed. Overcoming this I’ve tried to do. but, I never win, I’ll always lose

Most times impossible to control it, my confidence has been stolen. My eyes turn red, and my face gets swollen.

Sometimes I’m ok but, she keeps provoking.

Far from you I must stay, far from the pain that comes with your deathly game. But I also put myself to blame, because I repeat actions even though I’m ashamed. I’ll never be the same.

It’s relief and remorse, humanity is the source.

I wanted love but it was never endorsed. I hid myself behind the bathroom doors, then I’d lay on the floor like a rotting corps.

My knees get weak and I can’t stand up. My heart begins to rush.

I look down, the regret is flushed.

You’ve ruined my life with just one touch.

You pull me down by my shirt, you make me feel like life has no worth.Mia, don’t you know everything hurts?

You’re a fucking bully, and I want you to leave, I just hope you don’t kill me first.