When I was busy loving you...you were loving someone else.
When I was thinking about "us", you were thinking about you.
When I stayed up worried those nights you didn't come home,
you were between a bitches thighs unapologetic,
When I told you I loved you...you smiled and said me too.
I gave you my heart, my mind, my soul, my body I loved you.
I invited you into a place I didn't want no one else,
While I was sharing my universe with you...you were focused on a falling star.
I defended you when I was warned about you,
I loved you even though you were unlovable,
I cared for you even though you didn't even know me,
I carried your seed inside me multiple times... instead of watching it bloom you destroyed it like a weed in your garden,
My tears became oceans and instead of drying them you swam through them as if it was a pleasure to see me in pain,
You showed me who you were a thousand times and I still looked for thousands of reasons more to ignore who you really were.
Love is truly blind...sometimes by ignorance but mostly by choice.
I loved you but while I was loving you...you were loving someone else.
About the Creator
Elisa Shawn
Mother. Lover. Creator. Innovator
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