Bleeding
The cycle of grief, fear, and pain.
The life blood is slowly dripping from my veins
Drip drip drip
A never ended cycle of grief, fear, and pain
Who will stand up and find something to stop the blood?
Who will stand up and hold my hand while I slowly fade away?
Who will come in my darkest hour with a pinpoint of light?
Sometimes it feels like no one will ever come for me
No one will ever care enough to try and save me.
As my own darkness slowly engulfs me
Hiding me away from reality
That closet filled with pillows and blankets
That closet creating a safe place to hide
Hiding from what though?
How does one hide from themselves and what is in their head
How does one find a way to fight the demons of their own mind?
I have fought and fought for years
Even believing I had won for a long while
I hadn’t won
Shit I hadn’t even come close
All I did was learn how to shove it deep into a box
Ignoring that box and finding a huge lock
I threw away the key so long ago I thought it would never open
Unfortunately it came flooding open in a rush of fear and pain
So now what do I do?
How am I to survive when once again
The drip drip dripping of blood is escaping my soul
Carol 2017
About the Creator
Carol Shupard
I am a disabled individual with psoriatic arthritis, osteoarthritis, fibromylagia, and some mental health issues. I love researching things, writing poetry, and ghost hunting.
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