Big Heart!

Shoulder to cry on?

Hugs needed?

Someone to vent to ?

I was the one you always needed.

When I was breaking inside I was still there to guide you.

Having so much hope for us that I lost myself trying to help you, find you.

Losing myself and my dreams. For someone who couldn’t even see all the love and support he had from me.

Giving my all, fighting for what I thought was love. Giving my trust to someone who in just an instant decided our relationship wasn’t enough.

Betrayed, lied to and most of all ashamed on how I allowed someone to treat me this way.

I thought I was happy. I thought I was in love. Turns out I was nothing but a dumb girl who you would just f**k . Lost and confused on why the hell Im still here. Why is it so hard to let go of someone who doesn’t even bother to care. I blame this big heart of mine that loves to easy and sees the good instead of the bad, making excuses for all the red flags. Told myself many times before, don’t be a fool and let your emotions control you, yet once I care, my heart starts to decide . Don’t let go & don’t give up they’ve just never been treated with love. My brain tries to fight it but my heart seems to always overpower it. Don’t lose sight keep fighting for he might just once let you inside.

Finally done crying and seeing what everyone else sees, my heart didn’t want to but my mind already knew it was time to let go and be free.