Beauty

she doesnt have that kind of beauty:

the beauty that makes you realize how beautiful life can be;

the beauty that reminds you how mesmerizing a woman can be;

the beauty that is easily compared to a rose;

but the rare kind of beauty.

the kind that makes you want to be a better person

the kind that makes you want to be with her forever

rather than fuck her up and leave.

she gave you the rare kind of love. the crashing kind.

the destructive kind.

that makes you want to dwell in your desires

and cry in your problems

until you’re strong enough

to be enough for her

not only enough for her physical beauty

but for the beautiful person she is inside.

she makes you want to be better.

like Damon wanted to be for Elena

like Chuck wanted to be for Blair

like Edward wanted to be for Bella

like Kydd wanted to be for Bradshaw

like Mr. Big wanted to be for Carrie

like Christian wanted to be for Anastasia.

The kind of beauty that make men worth it.

The kind of beauty that makes love change every fibre in your body to good.

Isn’t it that kind of love that every human being looks for?

The rarest, most beautiful kind of love.