I read his messages everyday
Trying to pick it apart to see how
We became like this
There isn't even a we
Was there ever a we?
At the age of three he left me
Decided that two out of three kids
Raised was a success
He's never saw me cry for him
He doesn't see me often enough to
He was never in my life
But he was never completely absent
Which is the most painful
one foot in the door one foot out
I don't know where i stand
On the battlefield
Me against him
To me it's close to non existent
I don't know about him
I don't even know his birthday
His favourite colour
The meal he likes best
I don't know the simple things
I should be grateful
Some people don't get to grow up
With a father figure, I did
He just wasn't my father
It's too late to fix the cracks between us
He's missing out i get told
But it's hard to believe that
When i'm the one sitting sobbing on my own.
About the Creator
Cassidy Kirk
I am a young freelance journalist who also enjoys creative writing as you can see from my work.
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