I used to dream of a house
with four walls. Standing almost 10 feet tall
inside were memories I dare not share,
and feelings that I couldn't bare. I dreamed that a house was a place
where you grew.
I look in the mirror, and what do I see?
The things in the mirror, aren't really me. I take a long look, and count to three. Then I make a list of
the things I see. I see my hair,
In my window, Blinked a little ball of light.
I wonder what it sees in me, I wonder if it's right. Little tiny lighting bug,
Blinking in my window.
Why is it you blink at me?
What makes me so special?...
Darling put down
that razor blade, .
and bandage those wounds.
Don't put a bullet into that Gun, .
You know it's too soon. .
You think you mean nothing
and that your life must end,
but you're a sh...
Think about it for a second, think of who I am.
I'm not some simple easy girl, you have to understand.
I'm the girl who sits there silent, watching the world win.
I'm the girl with the biggest heart, ...
18 years later,
you try again.
You come back in my life,
Trying to make amends.
With one simple sweep,
I let you in.
Though I know in my heart,
That You’ll leave again.
You gave me life,
But you leave...