Too far from home to run.
This Depression has me crippled.
I can't move.
Like a lucid dream; one from which I never awaken.
My hands are tied.
My knees are crushed.
My legs are broken.
Too far from ho...
I sit in silence, I sit in darkness.
Like an musician tuning his guitar.
Trying desperately to hear your voice.
My eyes are wide, my interest piqued.
You don't know I'm here.
I crawl across the dingy ...
I've been doing some reflecting,
And my inner child is screaming like a bitch.
What could you be mad about? I thought to myself.
I said it out loud.
To myself, about myself, by myself.
I still think you're sexy
Just so you know.
I watch your muscles in the sun flex and tighten.
My pussy tightens up.
I feel myself drench.
I squirt in my panties.
The sweat runs slowly down your arms.
Rest in peace most people say,
When they stand at your grave.
I can't help but to snicker.
My limp body laying in concrete and wicker.
In this box that they've placed me
Mahogany and satin embrace me....
I watch you just sitting there,
Empty now, too drained to care.
With your head in your hands.
With no ideas, no plans.
I want to scream at you to wake up.
Stand up. Snap out if it.
Get mad, ...