I've been doing some reflecting,
And my inner child is screaming like a bitch.
What could you be mad about? I thought to myself.
I said it out loud.
To myself, about myself, by myself.
I still think you're sexy
Just so you know.
I watch your muscles in the sun flex and tighten.
My pussy tightens up.
I feel myself drench.
I squirt in my panties.
The sweat runs slowly down your arms.
Rest in peace most people say,
When they stand at your grave.
I can't help but to snicker.
My limp body laying in concrete and wicker.
In this box that they've placed me
Mahogany and satin embrace me....
I watch you just sitting there,
Empty now, too drained to care.
With your head in your hands.
With no ideas, no plans.
I want to scream at you to wake up.
Stand up. Snap out if it.
Get mad, ...
Saying goodbye to someone you love is never easy.
Saying goodbye to someone you thought loved you is even harder.
I sit crying, in worst shape than I have ever been in.
This is the loneliest I have ev...
You struggled to find it. Perserverence.
Even though there has been loss you must believe to prosper.
You fight everyday to keep it.
And are truely blessed to be able...