"Just try to be more positive"
"Start a routine"
"Go to your happy place"
Yeah... I mean if only it were that easy
I'm not sure a happy place exists in my mind
Though I do cherish the not...
We all go to this place in our mind
This place where no one else can go
Because you're the only one who can see it
& all you can do is try your best to describe what's inside
But it never really paint...
I've never been that girl
Or at least I didn't used to be...
But lately it feels needed
Maybe it's some inner most feeling
That I've been suppressing
I'm really not too sure
Like a therapist once told...
I feel like my days are yo-yoing
From good to bad
Content to wtf
Certain to conflicted
I can`t seem to find stability
Nothing is structurally sound
The hours are running together
But then the minutes ...
Thank you anxiety
For always making me think things are harder than they really are
& a sense of accomplishment is always out of my reach
For turning situations into a living hell
& twisting words in ...
It was never subtle
In others it only ever seemed like ripples
That never really caused much damage
It came in tidal waves
Waves of anger, that rushed through me
Waves of sadness, that washed o...