I wish I could remember What filled my mind before you were there Because you just keep playing in it Like a broken record
By Miss Mariah5 years ago in Poets
Stay up late Wake up early Put on mask I push through Hold it in Till I can`t Late at night Pour a drink Light a cigarette
I'm craving you Like an uncontrollable addiction It fucks me up Chasing that high I want feel as your heart slowly beats faster
Waking up tired Dragging through the day My search for happiness Has lead to some sleepless nights I'm not even really sure
I must say I did not see you coming But suddenly there you were And I felt kinda like a deer in headlights You made me smile, caused my heart to race
"Just try to be more positive" "Start a routine" "Make goals" "Go to your happy place" Yeah... I mean if only it were that easy
We all go to this place in our mind This place where no one else can go Because you're the only one who can see it & all you can do is try your best to describe what's inside
I've never been that girl Or at least I didn't used to be... But lately it feels needed Maybe it's some inner most feeling
I feel like my days are yo-yoing From good to bad Content to wtf Certain to conflicted I can`t seem to find stability Nothing is structurally sound
Thank you anxiety For always making me think things are harder than they really are & a sense of accomplishment is always out of my reach
By Miss Mariah6 years ago in Poets
It was never subtle In others it only ever seemed like ripples That never really caused much damage For me It came in tidal waves
A lot of people go through life avoiding the broken ones ya know the ones who are a little bit messy a little bit unorganized, a little bit crazy