I've never been that girl
Or at least I didn't used to be...
But lately it feels needed
Maybe it's some inner most feeling
That I've been suppressing
I'm really not too sure
Like a therapist once told...
I feel like my days are yo-yoing
From good to bad
Content to wtf
Certain to conflicted
I can`t seem to find stability
Nothing is structurally sound
The hours are running together
But then the minutes ...
Thank you anxiety
For always making me think things are harder than they really are
& a sense of accomplishment is always out of my reach
For turning situations into a living hell
& twisting words in ...
It was never subtle
In others it only ever seemed like ripples
That never really caused much damage
It came in tidal waves
Waves of anger, that rushed through me
Waves of sadness, that washed o...
A lot of people go through life
avoiding the broken ones
ya know the ones who are a little bit messy
a little bit unorganized, a little bit crazy
a little bit chaotic, a little bit out of the box
Maybe this voice is more me than me
Ya know the voice inside my head
The narrator of my mind
She`s always there, always has something to say
She always tells the truth
No matter how awful