I hoped that the beauty around me would somehow soothe
this aching yearning to feel
anything other than the
smothering my fractured
But it just furthers my sense of
All passion has been lost.
The sky has faded to shades of grey.
Looking at you I would see a brilliant rainbow
but even that now is starting to fade.
Seeing you is like seeing a ghost.
The memories we...
Late at night
sometimes things come to me in flashes,
offering me a way into my subconscious.
As my eyes get heavy
and sleep overtakes me
my mind begins to flash away
to somewhere far from here.
We are two bumper cars
the closer we get the further I feel myself being pushed away. And the waxing and waning of this ride
is becoming more bumpy each time around. I truly believed
that this time
I sit alone in a dark room
Empty except for the candles
Faintly illuminating the space with their candlelight.
The room used to be much brighter
But as I pushed everyone away One by one The candles be...
I hate you but I need you.
Though I wish that I didn't. I wish more than anything
that I wanted you less.
I've tried to create distance in our relationship.
Though every time I go to leave
you pull me...