Bethany C

Just a university student trying to make sense of my thoughts.

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a month ago
I hoped that the beauty around me would somehow soothe this aching yearning to feel anything other than the crushing emptiness smothering my fractured soul. But it just furthers my sense of detachment...
My Ghost
2 months ago
All passion has been lost. The sky has faded to shades of grey. Looking at you I would see a brilliant rainbow but even that now is starting to fade. Seeing you is like seeing a ghost. The memories we...
After the Dust Settles
5 months ago
Late at night sometimes things come to me in flashes, offering me a way into my subconscious. As my eyes get heavy and sleep overtakes me my mind begins to flash away to somewhere far from here. Flash...
Bumper Cars
6 months ago
We are two bumper cars the closer we get the further I feel myself being pushed away. And the waxing and waning of this ride is becoming more bumpy each time around. I truly believed that this time wo...
The Dark Room
7 months ago
I sit alone in a dark room Empty except for the candles Faintly illuminating the space with their candlelight. The room used to be much brighter But as I pushed everyone away One by one The candles be...
8 months ago
I hate you but I need you. Though I wish that I didn't. I wish more than anything that I wanted you less. I've tried to create distance in our relationship. Though every time I go to leave you pull me...