I find myself
Frozen as fossils
Deep in the abyss
Trauma led to decay
Obey and you dismay
Beat and beat
Bloodied and bruised
Scarred with disarray
A fraction of a cost
To be born in your world
Hate is hate
No matter how sorry
You claim to portray
As if I was deserving
Bow down to God
Giving all the Mary’s I can give
How I was lost
But still I am not found
Possession of mind, body, and soul
You taught the acts
Taught that wrong is right
Right is wrong
Turn the mind upside down
To the rotten core
Love is learning (I find funny)
Peace is yearning (Tell your lies)
Mind over matter (No fix)
Could I just so such a quick
Delusion of perception
Persuasion manipulation took all of me
Am I a survivor or a victim?
A victim or survivor?
Is there really both?
When it replays like old movie reels
Showing me of home childhood and regrets
Shameful and guilty
To be made all the time
Never to do it right
Only to perfect the perfection
Within and without
Never to fit in
All alone and lonely all the time
Suicide on the tip of the mind
The tongue to pierce
Made flesh of God's image
Is there ever enough for me
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