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Anxiety of Me

The Reality of Pain

By Pamella ReidPublished 7 years ago 1 min read
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This place of fear, what if, whose looking, what will they think

is all in the mind...yes, it is real...it is real, place in me courage

to overcome this place of fear that is not really real in reality

but to me is to for sure. Help, I sink into this place, this place...

NO body understands the pain I feel. But one! That one is...

may you find him now...I am being bound at times by my words...

it's not socially accepted to talk about it...shhhhh! I am alone...

am I. Built up, my heart beats....pain in my chest...walls closing in...

Despair, help...NO body understands but one...may we find him now.

Who can loose the bands, free our minds, our thoughts, our feelings.

Is it all just a figment of the imagination...the trauma...the obsession...

the compulsion...anxiety...it's real...Real to my senses...my touch...my feel. My smell...it attacks me make me believe a lie...it is all a lie right. Well why does it all feel so real...help...help...help...

Anxiety in ME, overwhelmed by what I believe is true. My body is arrested...how do I break free. Breath in out, out in....focus change the thought pattern...free the mind through knowledge wisdom and understanding of what's really going on around me...Help! I am sinking, I am dying...No....I'm dead....someone revive me please...only one can...may we find him now.

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About the Creator

Pamella Reid

TheEncourager is who I am by nature, called by God as a voice to the nations. To lift up, tear down,destroy the bondage through words of wisdom, experience and power to share my strength with you!

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