Anxiety Feels Like...

I pray and I don’t feel like anyone or anything is listening. Why is everything still the same? Overwhelmed from overworking, disorganized and confused, I just need to lay down. Maybe I just need some water and some tea to calm my nerves

my nerves

my nerves

my nerves

I’m frazzled. I just need to breathe. I just need to calm down. I just need some time to think. I just need to meditate on a blessing but I’m too damn tired. Too tired to open my mouth and speak healing over my situation. Butterflies sit in my stomach making me nervous; reminding me that...

I am in a transition

I know, but I don’t do. I say, but can’t remember when it’s time to show my power. Some see strength as I persevere through my weakness. I see doubt and worry. I see fear and I hate it. My eyes settle into the darkness around me and I can see.

I send a thank you to universal energies for pulling me out of the rabbit's hole once again. For knowing the intentions of my heart even when my actions don’t align. I am grateful for this beautifully triumphant mess of a life. I am thankful for this twisted contradicting brilliance of a mind.

I am alive!