damnit i'm drowning
feeling anxiety
life's kinda cloudy
everybody doubts me
my hands start shaking
my heart beats faster
thoughts crash and burn
trapped in the water
how much farther
how much longer
nobody understands
can't be much stronger
it appears when it wants to
sneaks up like kung fu
still not a feeling i'm used to
makes me feel like such a fool
having no control
losing myself as a whole
praying up above
looking for ways to console
this feeling inside me
anxiety
i can no longer try to hide it
inside i'm dying
where's my lifeguard to save me
help me help me please
before the ocean gets me
can't you see
see right thru me
my anxiety
& yeah people joke
it's just a phase
pick up your head up
put a smile on your face
About the Creator
jas .
23. freestyle writer. improv is my best friend. words are my escape and so somehow writing became my passion.
@poeticjas_ on twitter for feedback.
i have a fb page ( poetic jas)
Sabotage
Lately I’ve been in a funk where everything can be going right. You know I’m in a happy place talking to who knows, I’m at peace and feel like everything is just going great you know. But once I start seeing that everything is going great for some reason I need to sabotage it. I need to sabotage my happiness and what I have going on in my life so no one else is able to do it for me. Does that make sense? Am I the only one who gets this way?
By Merjaunie Lena3 days ago in Journal
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