"Angel"

"You're such an angel" *laughs*

An angel huh? Yeah okay.

You might think an angel but don't worry I'll tell the truth today.

Alright here we go, you see an angel, I see a monster. You see a halo, I see a disaster. You hear a sweet voice, but all I hear is my next choice. My next decision that will cause collision and catastrophes. While you see a pretty trophy. Look, don't you see? Let me open your closed eyes so that maybe you'll finally see the true... Me.

My thoughts are beautiful. Yeah but that's what you've been told. Now let's put this on hold.

See, I try to be a good person, thinking that I could have a reason... To be human.

I used to think that if maybe I played a different role, I could at least pretend to have a nice soul. Now, remember what we put on hold? Okay my thoughts consist of mostly sarcasm and huge debates of which face to put on incase... I break.

So, no my friend. I'm not an angel, my heart has been a fragile mirror for many years and oh my god I can't take it anymore this mirror is losing its reflection. Losing its direction. Watching itself fade away into a new solution.

I'm going, I'm gone. My mind is done.